Saturday, May 12, 2007

Vox Sui Juris - 2SM07APT001



Sincerest emotions
are reflected
through tears

Straight From A Mother

With a pristine and delicate life being nursed by my bosom, tears roll down my cheeks as the sudden chill of excitement ignites my heart…

Nothing compares to the thrill of motherhood. Being the instrument of having the ultimate form of tabula rasa come into being is a privilege that is often understated. Sometimes, I can’t help but wonder if we really deserve such kind of blessing.

It’s quite tragic how some people nowadays attempt to avoid having children. With these paragons of innocence considered a burden, I can’t help not to be concerned of what’s in store for our future. If humans continue to observe this kind of thinking, there might come a time that we’ll also face the threat of extinction. Yes, the last statement was a mere hyperbole, but who knows?

No, I’m not saying that we should breed like bunnies… all I’m saying is that children should never EVER be considered a burden. The genesis of this appalling thought is a product of a spineless mind that would do everything just to be spared from responsibilities.

As a parent, I find it insulting to hear from some people that never in their whole life would they parent a child. Believe me, that's the worst you can tell a parent.

Parenthood is not necessarily a walk in the clouds, but neither is it the river of Styx. Yes, often times, you will find yourself almost drained in several aspects; but the moment you surpass that phase, the fruit comes in multitude.

As we commemorate our mothers today, take some time to reflect. Your mother walked the parental promenade that you are hesitant to take. Should she have decided to take the same path that you are opting right now, you will not even need to make such decision anymore.

Tuesday, May 08, 2007

Vox Sui Juris - 2TM07INC001


Heart over Mind?
Mind over Heart?

You should not sacrifice one
for the sake of the other...
The need to be co-existent.
Sacrifice one you will lose your mind,
sacrifice the other, you will be heartless.

Your heart doesn't have it's own mind;
Your mind doesn't have a heart.
That's why they need one another...
and it's your role to play Cupid.

Monday, May 07, 2007

Vacation In Katatonia

T’was the Monday after the Verde Island weekend…

Like strands in a pensieve, series of thoughts streamed in my mind. Each time that I blinked, a vision of my past flashed in my brain like a strike of lightning. As I try to recall the specifics, I came to realize that there was a common denominator… in those events, I missed out on an opportunity in trade of sparing my pride from further injury.

Indeed, my silence deprived me of a lot of things; but I opted to cocoon my emotions and beliefs. This society has yet to understand my philosophy in life.

After being exposed to the trauma of several rejections, my mind is still bombarded with hesitations. I’m still trapped in katatonia.

I may seem to be transparent, because that is what I portray. In reality, however, this world is completely unaware of who I really am. People thought they know me well. Alas, I dare to rebut their assumption. Nobody knows me, not even my own mother.

Each passing day, I find myself succumbing to my weaknesses. Opportunities continue to pass like grains of sand…

Until the day I overcome all my fears…

My silent screams…
My lonely tears…

Will be the sole elements I’ll share my secrets with.